frozen viruz

2006-02-09T06:19:00.000-08:00

Well, its been long time i have not update my blog...hehe.. Sorry lar lazy to the max...lol!!! Haiz... Life still the same...

Nothing much happen as usual...just the usual routine... work...work..work...hahah...so sian...hmph... I want to find new job...!!! I dont know when my result will be out...aduh~ Been missing you guyz alot too...Sorry..if i didn't get to go for the ice skating thingy....haiz...hmm.. Nal..want to meet up on tuesday?? So sorry about the other day i didnt reply, woke up late then after that went to work...hmmm...anithing just message me aite...Haiz...

I mizz u guyz so much...muckx!! haiz...

2005-12-30T03:34:00.000-08:00

Well, just came back sentosa with my family.... It was DAMN fun!!! We drove to Mount Faber and took cable car from there... FUN...FUN...FUN!!! I wanna ride it again!!! hahah...took pix but havent upload yet...heheh...
Macam 1st time gitu...wakakak!!! Its my 2nd actually... i was like 1 or 2 yrs old...hehehe...wah liao long time ago...heheh...

On the way home everybody was tired, the 4 of us knock out at the back seat...heheh....*Yawn*

Count down to 2006.....

2005-12-18T03:19:00.000-08:00

Long time seen im not updating properly....hehehe...no time lehz...Okei, hmmm....let see....

~~20th Dec 2005~~

Hmmm….so tired…im going to werk lata…yesterday hang at his house again…hehehe…mizz everybody...!!! Anithink juz msg me k…?? heheh don't know wat to write some more…hmmm…

Mas..u said wanna play netball….y never call…?? Haiyo…kentot ko ler…!!!

~~14th Dec 2005~~

My Birthday!!!! hahaha!!! Well, nothing big actually.... I went to his house to celebrate...hehe...and theres a surprise present from him...hehehe...i've already know the two presentzz that he bought for me...hehe...
Aniway, when we reached his house he dont let me enter his room 1st....then afta afew seconds...he asked me to open the door of his room...guess wat...all the presentz were on his bed...included the surprise present...heheh…that was guitar!!! I cant believe it...his electric guitar some more...!!! MUACKZ!! LUV U!! hehe...still cant believe untill now...

Then afta hang at his place… I had dinner with my family…at 'bagus' banquet….I drove there afta I fetched my parents at Petir busstop…hehe…We ate till we drop…hahaha!!! And my mum gave me Takashimaya gift voucher…so anione wanna follow me shopping..??? u know what to do…heheh

I juz wanna said THANK YOU again to everyone that wish me…hehehe…Muckz!! Luv u guyzz!!

~~11th Dec 2005~~

Our 1st month anniversary together....hehehe... Well, nothing much...cause i had to work on that day...lame...hehehe... But we went out together after my work... Ouh ya...i forgot we bought my presents!!! advance birthday presents....but i cant bring them home...too bad...boohoo...

Well, my presentzz consist of PUMA bag and converse shoe...!!!! so DAMN HAPPEE!!!! But theres a surprise present too…

2005-12-13T09:24:00.000-08:00

HAPPEE BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!!!!

MUACKZ!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHA!!!!

2005-12-05T06:47:00.001-08:00

Hmmm...well, had my last paper today that was Business Statistic... finally my exam are OVER...but i dont know if the result turn out okei...haiz...I hope i pass all the modules...*finger cross*

I'll be going back to work this wednesday...ouh marn~

And you know what..? i've not get my pay yet...shit the boy...hehe... My colleague told me that the pay will be in on the 28th but i checked the next day...still no money!! I was so damn fucking shocked...Called my RE and he told him that the money will be in by this week but dont know when, afta he called HR.... Damn rite!!! watever lar...

exams coming..Argh!!

2005-11-23T18:45:00.000-08:00

This Friday is my first paper that is Higher Accounting....and i'm cramming my head at Ainal's house..Kesian ko Ainal jadi mangsa...cian..cian..heehaahoo..!!!

Sorry for not updating tis blog for quite some time..been bz cramming heads n stressing out..Haish..

I MISS u gals..this year raya is not like last time..everyones bz with their own lives..so its not that Happening!! it used to be..but what telah happened???? i also dunno..haish..

Watched Harry Potter and the goblet of fire with Ainal on monday..It's a bit booring..but okei.. hmmm..then feels like something missing...hmmm...then ar..watched out this is spoiler.. Cedric died!! but i prefer the book much more..

Will update soon..now it's time to put my head into the books again..Argh!! wish me Luck aite..coz i need it!! heheheheheh... [actually more than luck..i need miracle!!!!]

MISS u..c ya on Thursday..MUAKX!!!

2005-11-02T19:45:00.000-08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

TO EVERYBODY!!!!

2005-10-20T12:15:00.000-07:00

y???? u make me do this...??? y???

I've made my decision....

SORRY

Fix You

2005-10-13T00:35:00.000-07:00

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

High up above or down below
When you too in love to let it go
If you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from the mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

2005-10-11T01:35:00.000-07:00

DAMN IT AR!!!! I cant upload my pix and transfer my songs.....SHIT...!!! HATE IT to be like this....

And this stupid idiot [that is me]...deleted the program...just becoz the thing cant work...Fuck rite....tsk..tsk....Well, now you deserve it....DAMN AR...!! EEEEEE.....GERAM SEY!!!! Then bingit sendiri.... What onli...hehehe....bangkai ar....!!! Okei enough fariza....lolx!!!

Okei....just now actually, planned of going to terawih at Al-Khair.... but instead...Me n Mas n Zana...terawih at westmall...lolx!!!! we just walked around....doing nothing and hangout at void deck....talking nonsense forever...hahahha....thats all....!!!!

haiz....i dunno....feel so alone

Don't Love You No More (I'm Sorry)

2005-10-10T23:31:00.000-07:00

[VERSE 1]

For all the years that I've known you baby
I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold
(didn't you say)
If there's a problem we should work it out
So why you giving me the cold shoulder now
Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl
(tell me)
Ok I know I was late again
I made you mad and then it's throwing the pan
But why are you making this drag on so long
(i wanna know)
I'm sick and tired of this silly games
(silly games)
Don't figure that I'm the only one here to blame
It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.

[CHORUS]

Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

[VERSE 2]

I know that I made a few mistakes
But never thought that things would turn out this way
Cause I'm missing something now that your gone
(I see it all so clearly)
Me at the door with you inner state
(inner state)
Giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.

[CHORUS]

[BRIDGE]
Don't say those words it's so hard
They turn my whole world upside down
Girl you caught me completely off guard
On the night you said to me
I just don't love you more.

[CHORUS 2X]

Ramadhan mth

2005-10-05T07:32:00.000-07:00

Well, today the 1st day of fasting month....n actually i've class but i didnt go cause i didnt feel that well....heheh...HAPPY FASTING PPL!!!!

Yesterday, while i washing the dishes...the frying pan fell on my shoulder...*ouch* its damn hurt...the pain is still there...lolx!!!!
I avoid it from falling onto my head by covered with my hands instead my sholuder kena...haiz...

miss you sooo much...

I hope you doing okei aite...

The Myth

2005-09-26T18:15:00.000-07:00

Today....NO class!!!! hehehe...lecturer sick....poor him...hehehe....get well soon aite....!!!

Wokei...met up with Mas just now...heheh...went to Causeway Point...actually no plans...so, i plan we catch a movie...but dont know what show to watch....lolx!!! either 'The Myth' or 'The Cave'... Atlast, we ended up watching 'The Myth'... Well, the show not bad...nice...FUNNY...sad ending...overall 2 thumbs up...i gave 8/10 hehehe...GO n watch it NO regrets....hahahah....serious~

I dunno...tooo complicated~

Everything I Do (I Do For U)

2005-09-25T02:27:00.000-07:00

Well, I slept bout 3hrs tis morning...heheh...*HAPPY* Then need to wake up and get ready for gym...haiz...vewy lazy and sleepy....!!!

Yeah~ gym...get free entry passes for 2 weeks...from my collouege's friend...[long story actually]. Its at California Fitness Club....Need to be there by 10am....haiz...*yawn*
The place was nice~ big...lotsa facilities...and oso lotsa hunk, cute n handsome personel trainers...most of them...WEEE~....:D

Afta everything all settle, we do some workout stretch...cardio....about 3hr i guess....hahaha...then head down to the locker/rest room...take shower and get ready for work....heheheh...before that we had our lunch at banquet..vewy hungry...afta all da exercise....lolx!!!

Then when at work i dont felt any tiredness....i felt vewy fresh....thats bcoz the exercise is properly done...lolx!!!! What nonsense...

Feeling happy...hehehe....

Regret iT!!!

2005-09-21T01:25:00.000-07:00

I just found out something and totally regret about it...haiz... That will be my 1st and the last ever....!!!! Haiz...why did i asked for it...??? Aniway,im not that kind of tpye....argh...!!!! Stupid...!!! Nvm...it's the passed...haiz.... Forget it...Shit ar...!! Thats why we so cold when chatting.....but im not sure thats his reason maybe he got other reasons...i dunno~

Work life okei for now...but just tired...hehehe...but its FUN when Angus around. Eventhough he like to boss us around abit....hahahah....he so messy!!! You know he gave me a nick 'dupey'........wat nonsense...And we all called him 'messy' hahah!!! But he will be gone by next mth i think... He'll be working at Great World City...haiz...and my work life will be boriiinnnggg afta that....He quite cute...and now when he cut his hair he looked more smarter and his face abit boyish....hehehe...

Juz missing u...;)

I MISS U

2005-09-13T01:30:00.000-07:00

I miss ur voice...

I miss ur nonsense...

I miss ur crapiness...

I miss ur laughter...

I miss ur stories...

I miss ur weird questions...

I miss ur chickiness...

I miss talking on the phone late at nite...

I miss everything about U...

Juz wanna let u noe, tat no matter wat...u'll alwayz have somebody here for u....

tiRed...

2005-09-12T00:25:00.000-07:00

Im soooo DAMN tired tis few dayz...haiz....sleep late...school....work... haiz....

I REALLY need a massage!!!! Anibody PLZZZ...!!!! My shoulder are stiff cause not enough rest....my legs are aching cause lots of standing at work...haiz....my eyes hardly open cause not enough sleep....haiz....hehehe.... wokei lar enough with the complaining.....hehehe....LIFE~

So, been playing bowling twice in a week...hehehe....ni ar lisa...hehe...but nvm its fun!!!!
On saturday...while i was bowling...the ball flew mid way sey....fed up sey....the ball dont want to let go my hand...hahaha...!! my last 2 game some more....haiz...but funny....lolx!!!! lucky nobody saw it accept Lisa, Nal and this 1 uncle....hahahaha....funny sia....!!! Then late for work..hehehe....
Next time we play golf or rock climbing or archery or anithing that havent try....hehehe....I WANT TO TRY EVERYTHING...!!!

wat a week...haiz..

2005-09-02T13:15:00.000-07:00

Its been quite sometime since I update, Sorry :p

HECTIC week and no mood too....eeyup....

So here goes some of it....

~~Thursday, 1st Sept 05~~

Working...heheh... Ya...actually i work weekends but they short of stuff....so, they asked me if i can work weekdays.... Now i work tuesday and thursday....saturday and sunday....tiring and sleepy....*YAWN*

tee hee....

Met up with Lisa just now, proposed to her [hahaha...!!] and she accompanied me took my contact lenses...had our dinner at KFC, damn hungry....hehehe....around 8 we took off....

~~Monday-to Wednesday~~

BOOORRRINNNGG!!!!!

Sleepy....

BLEARGH~

~~Sunday, 28th Aug 05~~

Working....as usual...and wat a boring day....no mood at all and no mood to eat too while at work...haiz... I dont know why today so DAMN lame sia!!! haiz....then went home late...nvm that.....and ya.. VERY sleepy too.. LOLX!!!!.....

~~Saturday, 27th Aug 05~~

We had a SUPERB surprised party for Lisa....and she was TOTALLY surprised...didnt knew it was coming...LOLX....!!!! Lets the photo tell u bout it....hehehe....BIG thx to Yas too..

Awaits for the PRINCESS arrival.....

Here she comes...

The SHOCKED N SPEECHLESS...Moment!!!

Cake and Foods....yum...yum~

Saboh time...Muahaha...!!

Opening presentzzz....

Makeover

++++++++++++

.....THE END.....

Don't cHa

2005-08-23T21:15:00.000-07:00

I know you like me (I know you like me)

I know you do (I know you do)

Thats why whenever I come around

She's all over you

I know you want it (I know you want it)

It's easy to see (it's easy to see)

And in the back of your mind

I know you should be "Ohhhhhh" wit me

[Chorus - Pussycat Dolls]

Don't cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me?

Don't cha wish your girlfriend was a freak like me?

Don't cha

Don't cha wish your girlfriend was raw like me?

Don't cha wish your girlfriend was fun like me?

Don't cha

Fight the feeling (fight the feeling)

Leave it alone (leave it alone)

Cause if it ain't love

It just aint enough to leave my happy home

Let's keep it friendly (let's keep it friendly)

You'll have to play fair (you have to play fair)

See I dont care

But I know She ain't gonna wanna share

[Repeat Chorus:]

Hair dYe....

2005-08-21T02:25:00.000-07:00

Hahaha...today working quite tiring same usual...heheh...but just now theres kinda something happened...quite scary and funny....

Well, this guy wanna get to know me....lolx!!! he was the customer.... I was busy at the cashier...then this things that the customer bought no barcode....so i need to looked for the PLU....while i was searching, there this guy called for help...so, i kinda need to attend to him...he so weird you know...hahahha...aniway, he asked me about hair dye.... he wanna dye blonde but differ frm other people...how weird is tat...lol!!! i was like what the hell...so, i just layan him onli....haiz...so many things he ask about the hair dye....haiz... finally he bought 1 box....hahah...then i went to the cashier to help my colleague...coz theres long queue....

Then this guy pay his things at my cashier....after i gave him, his change he asked me if i already married....i said no...then i thought he left after that....hahk...he went to the side and talked to me while i busy doing cashiering...haiz....he asked if he can get to know me....hahahk...then i said that i already have bf..lolx!! coz i wanna him to go away....hahaha... But he still there....he said that we could be fwen...then i said....its okei never mind....but he still dun give up...he asked for a pen and went away....In my mind was thinking....where the HELL did he go with the pen...then few mins later he came back with a pieces of paper with his no. on it....hahak....i just taking it and left it at the cashier....lolx!!!....NO WAY....im gonna call him...Im so DAMN scared sey....

Haiz...what a day....hmmm....so sleepy...

Wake me up when September ends

2005-08-19T16:15:00.000-07:00

Nothing much happened.....juz a boring life.....hehehe....still had my cough...and abit of flu.....

When to Ubi Driving Center yesterday to get my license with Nal n Hakeem.....quite a gloomy day... He's okei but we just friend not more than that...coz he's not my type i think....heheh... Nal said he's cute and she likes his smile....hehehe....nal maybe u can have him....heheh....i insist...lolx!!! He kinda looked familiar you know.... We had funny i think...but very awkward....hahaha

Miss everybody!!! lolx!! c ya guyz soon aite..!!

Sorry, i dunno what to update aniway......

feeling weak

2005-08-14T19:30:00.000-07:00

I'm sick again....feel very...very....weak to the core....and i HATE this feeling....heheheh....

And rite now....my head feel so heavy...giddy at the same time....and when i walk, I walk like a drunken man....hahahaha....i NEVER felt like this before!!!!! 1st time sey~

I went to the doctor, and she gave me 2 type of fever medicine....WAH... 1st time sia....

Get well soon aite beb!!!

Fall to Pieces

2005-08-09T01:03:00.000-07:00

~~me in sch~~

Well, nothing to update....so i juz put up my pix lor...lolx!!

Enjoy...hahahah!!! Wat onli me~

HAPPEE 40th BEFDAY SINGAPORE..!!!!

Probability

2005-08-06T01:35:00.000-07:00

Okei, today lesson was revised topic from secondary mathematics.....that is probability [lecture 9].....

Thankzz to Mr Esmadi....i still remember how to do it...tee hee....And speaking bout Mr Esmadi, just now on my way to school....i saw him....!!! but unfortunately im in the bus....haiz....he was waiting for cab....i felt like shout out his name but i relized i can't....wakakakakka....

Well, my lecturer kinda abit blur and confused today i don't why...I think the probability made him blur [i know how that feel...heheh] Some people don't even like this topic....heheheh....for me it was okei....still can make it beb~ lolx!!!!

I felt like fall asleep in class just now when Mr Naresh explained.....hahaha...and also don't know what was he talking about....hehehe....as long as i can do the sum just now...okei lar....

Probability on getting HIM is 3/10....

Probability on getting and passing my dip. is 6/10....

Probability on getting a job NOW is 4/10....

Probability that im VERY sleepy rite now is 11...lolx!!!!

^_^

2005-08-05T14:48:00.000-07:00

I like

the sound of the

strumming guitar

in this song......

Can't STOP

listening to it!!!

And ani songs that has the sound of strumming guitar...heheh...LOVE it~

NDP

2005-08-05T13:30:00.000-07:00

4 days to go......i'm going to MISS this year NDP.... *sob...sob...sob* Its the 1st time ever....!!! Eventhough there's a 2nd telecast....haiz....but its NOT going to be the same...the feeling would be different!! And also i'm going to miss the 1st episode of Shouting Star too!!!.....haiz....

What to do i need to work on that day 5pm - 10pm...haiz....never mind... double pay...heheheh....I want to see the fireworks!!! BADLY!!!!
And some more my work place near esplanade....lolx!!!

The other day, i heard the fireworks and the jets....hahahah....but can't see cause i'm working...*sob*

eaT tiLL wE dRop

2005-08-04T13:02:00.000-07:00

Well, yesterday met up with Nal n Mas....went to BAGUS at IMM cause we damn hungry hehehe....Mas's treat by the way....hehehehe.....and next time it would be me..!!! hahahah.....end of the month ar....hahaha....

We're like crazy in there(bagus)....laugh like mad hyenes....wakakaka... while eating some more....hahahah....i think people were wondering what in the world they laughing at....hahahha....there's this chef was looknig at us...then there this waiter[nal likes him by the way] too...hehehe... Laugh...laugh.....untill can't eat animore but we did finished the food had too....I also don't know what we laughing about and we were talking crap all the way....hahahah....
After finishing eating our food...we had to finish up the fruits...like hell.....haiz....cause we're all damn FULL.....so we ate very...very... slow...1 by 1...hahaha.....divided the fruits like who eat what....so that we could finsih it....heheheh...and there this 1 time Mas felt like vomit...cause too full already....hehehe....FINALLY, we finished it all no waste....hehehe...It was AWESOME...FUN....FUN......

After that, we hangout at IMM....window shopping.....and i went to the toilet few timez...hehehe...cant tahan lehz....
Then, on the way out of IMM....i heard somebody shouted my name 'freez'! i thought Nal or Mas who called....then i heard again...i turned arnd....it was BASITH!!!!!!!! I'm so haapppeee!!! i don't know why....!!!! lolx!! long time no see him...!!! i think....then we continued laughing with crap stories again....hahhah... Basith the funny guy + us = DOUBLE TRIPLE THE ZANNY.....like mad sia...I still mizzz the oldies.... Hurhurhur......we also saw Mamat.....and we told him that he just missed Basith....hahahha....aniway, he's from school....

And speaking of school....I'm already LATE!!!! hahahha....bout 15 mins....hehehhe.....never mind~

E398

2005-08-02T14:32:00.000-07:00

I've got new hp last Saturday!!!! Cool man!!! It's a Motorola E398....but actually i want Sony Ericsson 700i....never mind~
Aniway, it's Sony Ericsson look alike....hahahah...for now i dont care about what kind of phone, atleast i have new phone..!!!! WeEeeee......I'm so happeee!!!! N i've change my number~

I dont know how to transfer songs to my phone(mp3 )....and already follow the instructions....I try so many timezz.....haiz....somebody help me....!!!!

Miss FIMB

2005-07-30T00:20:00.000-07:00

Okei, just came back from my class.... hmmm.....tonight lesson was okei....the usual.... Well, the class always COLD forever....hahahahah....but abit sleepy coz yesterday sleep late, chat on the phone with Mas till 4.30 am...lolx!!!! And i still CAN concentrate...hehehe....

Okei...okei....guess who i saw just now in the LRT...???!!!! Miss FIMB...!!!!! I was sitting sleepily....then i saw this familiar girl....all of the sudden i felt so wide awake....She was standing near the door and I kept staring at her....but she didnt realised it.....never mind~

Aniway, i just looked and observed her....well, she not that tall....just a few inch shorter than me....heheheh....and an average size....like cha cha....i think....well dress [of coz lar work at maybank]....she alight at jelapang!!!! so now i know where she live....somewhere in jelapang....quite near to my house....*evil laugh*

BOO HOO

2005-07-28T16:30:00.000-07:00

So sad that yesterday was the last episode of CSI Las Vegas on AXN.....*boo hooo* It was really sad....poor Nick...hehehe...and there some funny part too...hahahah.....Nick has to suffer in a plastic coffin...and some more there's a bomb under it.... haiz.....I so sort of cry a little....hehehe...ya no kidding....:D Going to MISS them especially Greg....hurhurhur.....2 hours NOT ENOUGH!!!!! I want MORE!!!!

Well, this cough is killing me....!!!! My chest and throat HURT.....

This morning, I've a nice dream.....heheheh....he's in it...hahahha....quite funny....come to think of it....It a sudden dream....[playing in my mind right now]

*smiling*

Hope it'll come true....;)

-sicK N tiRed-

2005-07-25T22:44:00.000-07:00

Theres no school today.....cause Mr Naresh is sick....so am i....heheheh.... Im glad theres no class....not that im 'glad'..is just that i dont missed any of the lesson...hehehe....they'll be a make-up lesson for sure....

I went out with zilah and winson(zilah's friend) today....i asked her to accompany me to Marina Square....I need to send some document at my work place......after that we hang out and had our dinner....and went home....I'm really....really feel sick right now....my nose is running away and the highway is block...hahahha....hate it....wakakakak....and i dont know who is poking my throat it's killing me!!!! eventhough its on and off.....lolx!!!!!! Who been doing vodoo on me..???!!!! wakakaka..

Aniway, get well soon aite....('',) hehehe.....

DaYs pasT bY

2005-07-25T12:40:00.000-07:00

Well, last Friday job orientation went REALLY....REALLY SUCK to the core!!!!!!! It was a sale marketing job....that not the job im looking for and not my jodscope.....haiz....Its really tiring.....haiz....I didnt accept the job aniway....hahahha...felt relieved....yea!!! im still free on weekdays...!!! muahahahah.....

Aniway, i felt really DAMN tired and sleeepy in my class after that...haiz....I need to concentrate cause its a new topic if not i've already sleep in the class....haiz...hahhahah.... Break time i took some pictures using Mas digi cam [its her uncle's actually]...hahhaa...nothing to do....

Last saturday, start working at Guardian Pharmacy.....it was okei...eventhough, i've already work there for 7 months....i'll get panic when lots of customers at the cashier.....lolx!!!!! abit blur at 1st....hahahha....tired of standing at the cashier....and it difference from my previous work place as in their closing and bank in....the current shop is so troublesome.....haiya.... nevermind....hehehe....

Someday (I Will Understand)

2005-07-21T17:55:00.000-07:00

Well, just got back from 2 jobs interview...but the 2nd its so-called interview...heheheh....

Aniway, i'll be start working at Guardian on this Saturday....and im a so-called senior there coz i'm a x-guardian....lolx!!!! That's why i said that the 2nd interview is 'so-called' hahahhaah.....okei...im talking crap now....So i'll be working at Guardian on weekends onli....[there goes my weekends] huahuahua.....

Tomorrow i need to go for an orientation with Mas, for the 1st job interview....as a Customer Service & Admin....it's from 9am - 6pm....hope i'll be able to wake up early and make it in time to school after work....*finger cross* hehehe.... And if i get this job i'll be working on weekdays.....

Wah~ so tiring marn!!! everyday work....hahahha.....I've not yet work, am already felt tired...LOLX!!! Hope i can cope with my studies....

$$$$$$$$$$$

2005-07-19T23:50:00.000-07:00

Well, yesterday as usual meet up wif Nal before headed to school.....then we also meet up wif Cha, Shahid and Syarina at J.E. I'd my so-called lunch at KFC wif da rest...[thx nal!!!] heheheh.....anrd 5 plus we met Naf and her friends eating McD....Naf had a new hair sytle....funny but NICE~

Now, I'm craving for money....really..really badly....eeyup...
Been looking for jobs for few weeks now with Mas but still NO luck...so i intend to work back at my previous job....haiz...its my last resort actually.....reeeaalllly need the money badly....haiz.... This thursday need to go for the interview...at marina.....haahaha.....

Gonna miss Edwin arnd.....

2005-07-16T15:25:00.000-07:00

Well, i just know that Edwin has quit his job...!!! Ouh man~
Then yesterday i saw this new staff, its a guy, his name is Faisal....been sitting at Edwin table....
I asked my friend Karen where's Edwin, she said he quit ready....I was so shocked and surprised!
Why did he quit..??? I'm going to miss him arnd with his blur thingy, seeing his cute face n all....hahhaha....
This new guy, is very Kang Chong man....hahhahah....

Aniway, yesterday i started my 3rd module that is Business Statistic.....its quite okei....coz it reminded me of secondary school maths....that is graph....lolx!!!! Well, that's onli the introduction of Business Statistic....hhehehe...

1 more module to go.....then i'm finish...and the exam will be on november...huahuahua....and the cost of 1 exam per module is 100 bucks man..!!!! so total 400 bucks!!!!! It's 3 hour paper.....haiz...NEED to pass all the module....coz it worth alot.....*shake head*

GosH!!

2005-07-15T15:15:00.000-07:00

Gosh!! look at the time it's already 3pm.....and i thought it's onli noon man...!!! lolx!!!

Well, another few more hour i'll be heading off to school....The weather quite gloomy though....it's the same mood im in now....hehehe....I'm still sad....hmmm....Am still looking for jobs.....coz i'm craving for $$$$ right now.....and i'm broke.....my life SUCK....!!!! Need that somebody to cheer me up......or maybe any of my friends.....haiz.....

Y?? life is sooo........nvm~

down

2005-07-15T15:05:00.000-07:00

Im still feeling down.....

I think he'll be book out today....

haiz....

Hope he's online tonight.....i really pray for it.....

Can two people fall in love deliberately?

2005-07-13T16:31:00.000-07:00

Can two people fall in love deliberately?

"Yes, you can make yourself deliberately fall in love with someone you presently like but do not really love, but not easily. Usually, you strongly favor a few traits of your beloved, such as beauty and intelligence. And you firmly convince yourself that your beloved uniquely possesses them and fall in love with that "special" person. Because of your distinct prejudices, you have great difficulty falling for anyone else, however much you like them. But if you work hard at convincing yourself that another person has uniquely outstanding traits and will lead you to certain bliss, you may fall in love with him or her. Don't, however, count on it."

Take it frm somewhere....hehehehe....

sob...sob.... :(

2005-07-13T15:40:00.000-07:00

I feel kinda sad....coz i find out that this gurl likes him... and i dunno if i get the chance....hmmm....well, how i know bout this..?? I went to his friendster and read all his testi.....there this 1 praticular testi caught me and made me want to find out more about the user.....she's the same age as me i think but she look more muture to be my age or maybe shes his age.....they went to the same secondary school....

So, at 1st i was kinda dont really thought much bout it coz it just a testi then my feelings tell me too.....i browse her account over and over but i still not satisfied with it and saw that she have a blog there.....i read all of it....thats where i found out.....and she also stated at 'who i want to meet' that she has found her Mr F.I.M.B that stand for F=Funny, I=Intelligent, M=Metrosexual and B=Busy..... she also stated, i dont know how many times she missesss him....haish..... Aniway, he read her blog though and didnt get it what shes trying to say about him...and he even asked her that if she treat him like a brother.....hahk....but she wrote "obviously NOT and NEVER will i treat him like my brother!!! don't he just get what im trying to say?? :)" I think shes the same age as me....yea~

Well, i dont know~.....hmmm.....need to head to school....later...now no mood....haiz....

Bloated~

2005-07-09T23:50:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, hang out with Mas at Jurong Library....after she went for a job interview, we met...as usual i was LATE...heheh....Forever~ I dunno nowadays i always the late comer when meeting people....haiz...got it frm someone i guess....bad habit!!! [no good....no good...]

Had our branch at Long John Silver...On the way to library, we met our very old schoolmate...Kak Huda...!! She look abit different...but still the same...lolx!!!! Aniway, she's already engaged last 4 months...and getting married mid of next year...!!! Talked with her for few minutes...then head to da library...I need to revised my stuff...monday test..!!!

We ate AGAIN...Brownies with ice-cream....!! at Cafe Galilee...yum..yum~
and i dunno how many times i went to the toilet...hahah....like i spent more time went to the toilet than revising...lolx..!!! Arnd 4 plus we ate again...lolx! while waiting for Nal....actually i really damn full but felt like eating again thats y but we shared....hehehhe....and my stomach, like totally bloated man!!! hahahk!!! and i also dunno how many times Mas's guy called her....haiz....Becoz of Mas, i went to sch early man....hurhurhur....its okei no biggy...:D

LiVe8

2005-07-05T15:25:00.000-07:00

~~Live8 Live!!!~~

Been watching live8 at preview channel on Saturday night.....It was a concert to stop the poverty, something like that....The concert was held live in different countries....London, Berlin, Tokyo, Paris,
Philadelphia n theres few more.....they also show some clips about the Africa country, how they live their life n everything....It so sad to see the people and the children, ESPECIALLY the children ....bloated stomach and they very very thin as a skeleton...like no flash just skin n bones.....poor thing....how sad is that.....if onli i could help and have the power....

Well, if u guyz want to know more about it visit www.live8live.com

~~Grandparents Hse~~~

Sunday, went to the grand's house for lunch....their cooking are SUPERB!! hahaha....Been going to their house occasionally NOW....Since i dont know Y.....

Well, its was okei but kinda lazy to go actually....everybody was there aunties n cousinsss.....very NOISY!!!! i meant the adults....they talked as though they're 10 yards away....why is that...??? are we in the wet market or something....i see NOT~ why in the world u have to SHOUT when you're talking....*shake head* they even louder than the t.v....haiz....cant take it actually....so, i just kept quiet....haiz......but deep down inside felt like ask them to shut the fuck up man.....they are soooo immuture.....i cant EVEN concentrate and no mood to eat.....cause they're talking at the dining table......[Hope i wont be like that when i at their age]

Why??? at the age of 40 n above....people tend to talk very loudly like nobody business.....mostly are female....Its like so irritating.......

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2005-07-03T02:00:00.000-07:00

Supposed to went out with the gurls on saturday to catch a movie but they cancelled it coz some probs....then i plan to go out with eqa, last minute she said 'lazy'....haiz.....so i juz stay at home as usual....wat a life man~ BOORRIINNING........

Been doing the house chores and watch t.v da whole day....hahahha... lazy to sit in front of the pc....well, i give my 2 lil' brat sis a change to play with it....hahhahah.....and i've been eating alot...alot....cant stop....every hour felt hungry....hehehee.....

Let see wat i ate, breakfast i ate some breads.....lunch arnd 1 plus.....then....at arnd 5pm, i fried some nuggets and sausage.....in da evening at 7 plus ate a bit of fried mee.....then lastly supper i ate maggi curry....now im FULL......*BURP* alhamdulillah....hahhahahah.......!!!!!!!!!!!! Everytime feel like chewing something [food of coz DUH~] lolx!!!

gtg im watching Live8 live..!!!!!!!

wenT ouT

2005-06-30T15:10:00.000-07:00

~~Wednesday, 29th June 2005~~

Went out with Nal to P.S n Bugis before going to school.....It was fun....but Nal didnt bring her digi cam....!!!! hehehhe....so no pix....lolx!!!!!

Its was drizzling kinda heavy when we reached Bugis.....intend to use the umbrella but the wind was so strong, so we didnt.....hahahah....so we just walked.....well, nal bought 'kurta' and i saw nice blouse, its kebaya look alike.....13 bucks i think.....maybe next time i buy it.....hehehhe....
Still drizzle....after tat went to popular at Bras Pasar Complex....its quite far frm Sultan Mosque....aniway we walked again....kinda tired though....

Got everything tat we need at popular....Nal went home and i went to school....quite tiring u noe....haiz....feel like going home....

Overall it's FUN....!!!!

Too bad this saturday, will be postpone....im looking forward to it actually.....haish....or mayb some of us hangout somewhere or something......i need to get out of the house.....!!!!! so anibody....????

oVerduE

2005-06-27T17:05:00.000-07:00

Okei....my overdue are almost over.....!!!! ARGH...!!!!! i still havent told the adults.....SHIT!!!! SHIT!!!!! ouh man.....how....???!!!!!

I've few days left.....!!!! damn....wat am i doing...??? been sleeping izzit...??!! okei need to wake up now....!! no playing around now.....shit! how....???? HELP!!!!!

Dammit...!!!!!!

2005-06-24T16:00:00.000-07:00

I think its a fling....
Hope its not.....

hmmm....

2005-06-21T02:55:00.000-07:00

Hmmmm....its funny....strange....

Izzit...love...or its just another crush of mine....???

It cant be love...coz i dont know U well enough....rite...??

I just chat with U few times....and...well...its cool....

Excited everytime U're online but seldom chat.... Scared maybe....??

Like to tease U alot....

But....

Let see how it turn up....

Gonna miss U....

-tHeSe few daYz-

2005-06-20T00:30:00.000-07:00

~~Sick~~

Been sick for few days....hmmmm....thats why didnt see me online and update my blog.....hehhehe....still curing....lolx..!!! My throat still in pain....!!! Hate it..!! I hate went i absence for my classes....feel like im left out...haiz....but it juz 1 lesson.... hurhurhur....sleep late somemore...!!! hahk

~~Mr n Mrs Smith~~

Last tuesday, eqa, my mum and me [sick] catch a movie...we went to watch 'Mr and Mrs Smith'!!! my dad got few free tickets. It was awesome....!!! i gave 2 thumbs up...!!! i like da last part when they fight together and combined forces....[ceh...ceh..]lolx!!! they cool....!!! theres some parts funny too...!!! huahuahua...Look who's acting....my brother....wakakakak...!!!

~~Jurong Point~~

Met up with half of the gang last saturday, actually da gathering was for haizumi coz she's in town for a few weeks i guess....then tat "lucky gurl" didnt turned up....pe da..!!!! hahaha....nvm theres alwayz a next time, but i MISSS her like crazy....!!!! hehehhe....Aniway, we had fun, awesome and great time...!!!! eventhough, its tiring walking the whole mall....window shopping and killing time....after we hangout at mc cafe for the whole few HOURS *da very noisiest group there*.... huahuahua.....looking forward for the next gathering at sentosa.....!!!! ;D

grEaT niTe

2005-06-13T13:50:00.000-07:00

Saturday, 11th june

Went to school, coz there a make-up class for the last last friday....frm 2-5pm....how long is that....hahhaha...nvm....for my on good aniway...hehehe... After school went to Mas house to take my basketball ball back....eeeyup...hang out at Mas house for half an hour....then went off to westmall to buy my school file...but didnt bought 1, coz there've not the 1 im looking for....hehheheh...picky...picky...picky....:p

My parents booked a tennis court...!! frm 7.30-930pm....Yeah! long time havent played....cool...all my family played xcluding my dad...he got a headache or something.....

As usual we played NOT like pro...haahhah...need more practise....lolx... I played with my mum about 1 hr plus....then i shoot some hoops...it was great coz theres nobody at the court....n its cooling....:) felt like i dun wanna go home....hahahha....15 mins before 10pm, we went off before the lights of at 10pm....it felt great to played again...missed playing the balls...hahk.....

Then the next morning my arms, thigh and bum aching....of yesterday....hahah.....overall its a great night...!!!

tHanX...

2005-06-08T02:30:00.000-07:00

Well, juz finished talking with eqa bout "u noe who" hehehhe....we talked bout 1 hour+.....being counselling by her now...She dont agree 100% of the "idea" yeah...I felt like shes my elder sis man....her thinking n advice are sooo mature, same as u guyz [u noe who u r]... eeyup....she also as me to list down the things that i need to say to the adults...and cha asked me to write a letter...hehhehe...haiz...

While, story her bout this thingy....felt like crying...but i didnt...:D stupid~ but in my heart i am crying....still crying while writing this...my cuzzin said she support my decision the whole way....so now its up to me...yeah...haiz...Its my future we talking bout here...so, wish me luck aite everybody....haiz...:) thx u guyz....gtg...charmed on star world now...hehehe....

waT a Day....hahahk....

2005-06-07T23:50:00.000-07:00

Well, today actually went out with ainal but her class finish late so we had to cancel it....so im at home the whole day as usual...hehehe....all my 3 sis went out to Lot 1 with some of their friends....and im alone at home...boo hoo...anyway been chatting with ainal, mai and some of my fwens....Need to clean the house before there all come back coz Humairah, Nurul's friend coming...yeah....kinda lazy to vacuum the house though...so i waited at the very last minute....hehehehhe...thats me last min werk...lolx...

Sad to hear that ainal has broken of with her boyfriend....aniway its a long story....eeyup...I think thats what best for her and be strong gurl....okei, dun wanna talk bout it...hehehe...1 problem solve....mine still not yet....its under-processing.....woooow~ hahahk....i think by this month i'll settle it....yeah...have too...haiz....

At about 3pm, felt hungry....so me n eqa doing some cooking...eeyup...

we cooked fried mee....well, u noe wat...the mee actually on expired... hehehe....

I asked eqa, "should we or shouldn't we...."

She said,"never mind ar.."

So, we cooked as per normal like nothings happened....but smell abit different...lolx....then the fried mee was ready to be eaten....

I asked eqa again,"are u sure...??"

She said," you taste it 1st.."

Then, i tasted it...it was okei but a little soury taste....lolx....i think it okei...and i asked her to taste too....she said the same....so we eat it....eeyup....and i havin doubts bout giving my lil' sis n her friend eat it....

but heck it...hahahk...im so nasty....hehhehe...*few hours has past* they still alive....

Guess, wats happen in da evening....Nurul's friend, Humairah felt a little squeezy....eeyup...she felt like vomiting....ouh man....(i noe its all my fault...shouldn't have offered them)....haiz...so, i juz act nothing happening....at 1st....untill my parents know bout it....coz she vomitted a few timez....haiz....well, kena lecture by my dad bout it....hehehe... Humairah felt weak after a few vomit....eeyup...she walked like an old lady...hehhehe....[no offence Myra...] My dad called her dad, n told him tat she had a stomach upset....and be going home late....Aniway, they sent her home....hehhehe....now all back to normal...i've shouldnt have cooked the mee in da 1st place....lolx....well, it all been done...Its a lesson to be learned...lolx....

~UnLucKy bEE~

2005-06-04T03:00:00.000-07:00

Well, yeah~ i've change my blog skin....so how, nice..?? but i think...kinda squeezy...yeah...nevermind....hehehhe....

I wanna wish my friend Lisa and Yas....Happee 1st year Anniversary...!!! hope it'll last till eternity....AMIN..:D happee for u guyz....

Lalalalalal....im bored...its 2.30am now...should i go and sleep now...?? i dunno...im kinda sleepy but i dun wanna sleep....hehhehe....i think i wanna watch tv...and i feel kinda hungry though....hahhahha....haiya...

Ouh...ya~ juz now....u know what happened...?? i stepped on a bee and got stung... hehhehe...i didnt know the bee was on the floor in the 1st place and in my room....then kene stepped by me...hurhurhur...i felt something...like ant'z bite...i quickly look at my feet...it wasnt an ant....i quickly took the bug and threw it.....hahhaha...pain like hell....at 1st...then i asked my sis, "watda hell was tat...??" she said it was a bee...and i was like..."HUH..!! a bee...??!!" Then i was cursing here n there...hahhaha....jumpped up n down....hahahk....aniway it was nothing...my feet didnt get swollen after that....cuz i think before the bee really really sting me....i throw him away....hahhaah...he cant fly after that actually...hehhehhe...poor bee~ If i didnt quickly took the bee of me...i think i've got swollen feet now...hehhehe..lucky me....:D

"Girl"

2005-06-03T23:28:00.000-07:00

Well, now i missed chatting with my friends on MSN..!!! boo hoo...they start their school already...now im all alone...*sad*...muahahhaha....

Aniway, been listening to 'Girl' by Destiny Child...I wanna dedicate this song to all my gurlfwens (u knoe who u are) and all gurls out there...ceh..ceh.....hahaha...listen to the lyrics...aite...

[Verse 1 Beyonce]

Take A Minute Girl Come Sit Down

And Tell Us What's Been Happening

In Your Face I Can See The Pain

Don't You Try To Convince Us That You're Happy (Yeah)

We've Seen This All Before

But He's Taking Advantage Of Your Passion

Because We've Come Too Far

For You To Feel Alone

You Don't Let Him Walk Over Your Heart

I'm Telling You

[Chorus]

Girl, I Can Tell You've Been Crying

And You Needing Someone To

Talk To Girl, I Can Tell He's Been Lying

And Pretending That He's Faithful And He Loves You

Girl, You Don't Have To Be Hiding

Don't You Be Ashamed To Say He Hurt You

I'm Your Girl, You're My Girl, We're You're Girls

Want You To Know That We Love You

[Verse 2 Kelly]

See What You All Don't Know About Him

Is I Can't Let Him Go Because He Needs Me

It Ain't Really Him It's Stress From His Job

And I Ain't Making It Easy

I Know You See Him Bugging On Me Sometimes

But I Know He Be Tired He Don't Mean It

It Gets Hard Sometimes

But I Need My Man

I Don't Think Ya'll Understand

I'm Telling You

[Chorus x2]

[Bridge Michelle]

Girl, Take A Good Look At Yourself

He Got You Going Through Hell

We Ain't Never Seen You Down Like This

What You Mean You Don't Need Our Help?

We Known Each other Too Well

[Chorus x2]

~TheSe FeW daYs~

2005-05-30T23:55:00.000-07:00

Wooooww~~ its been long time i didnt update my blog...am i right..?? *thinking* i guess so...hahahahk... well, actually i dont know wat to update...n kinda lazy too...hehhehe... Aniway, today i when for my class...n 1st time, i answer all the question correct...hahahhak...im happy...weee~ next few week i finish my module cost accounting...finally...but the nxt module will be management accounting...ARGH...!!! even more stressful and headache..!!!! help...!!! hehehe.... Look on the brightside gurl...hurhurhur...

Last saturday went to Irsyad's carnival with some of my gang...nothing much actually...the usuals...reached there arnd 2pm...and the food all finished...haiz...luckily i had my late breakfast....if not dying of hunger...lolx...juz bought some drinks...if the drink oso sold out...i dunno wat to say...*shake head*

My x-school still look the same not much changes....hehheheh...

Well, these few mths lotsa things happened and people feeling down...moody...stress...n..sad...all the negative feelings....haiz...i dunno..is this yr a stressful yr or wat..??? even me oso have all tat kind of feeling nowadays...moody...haiz...i dunno what to do....aniway, Nal take care aite...be strong gurl, i know you can....Mas u too...you know, u can talk to us...we'll all be there for you no matter wat...rite u guyz...?? thats wat friends are for....Take care aite u guyz...luv ya'll...*flying kiss*

I wanna watch Madagascar..!!! anibody wanna watch...?? but u know wat..hehhe..i've no money...lolx...who wanna blanja me..?? put up their hands...?? [well, i c nobody] hahahk...."i like to move it..move it...u like to..?? move it..!!" again..."i like to move it...move it...u like to..?? MOVE IT...!!!" lolx....

UNTITLED

2005-05-24T22:20:00.000-07:00

Nothing unusual happen today...hahah....i dont go out, juz sit at home doing my school work n chat wif some friends on msn thats all....hehehhe....

Today i got email frm my cuzzin nadia....long time hvnt heard frm her... i was online that time so i replied her on the spot....well, she juz asking how am i doing and bout some things...and i got her email back this evening...how fast is that...??!! hahk...her replied were soooo long.... hahahha...thats her, got lots to talkabout....she good in her writing ... aniway... you know what....? while reading her mail...i cried...hahhah...i dunno... cuz she give some advised or something....i cant hear people giving advise to me..i'll cry but sometime i juz tahan...well, juz now i juz cry coz nobody in the room thats way....hehhehe....the tears keep on flowing man...it stop when i finished reading it onli.....hahahhah...

Well, thats me if u wanna noe...hehhehe...but its hard to see me crying freely in front of people....eeyup...and people wont believe if i cry....lolx... well, i still hvnt finish my homework...haiz...been reading the mail while doing my work...hehhe..

SIGH

2005-05-20T23:55:00.000-07:00

Feeling down after met Lisa n nal at starburks, hangout for few hr...(dun worry, u guyz not the coz of it)...it juz thinking bout my probs make me no mood and hard to concentrate today, in class....Hmmm....all the numbers made me having more headache....haiz...*SIGH*

The feeling stress, no mood and feeling down has come back again....again...n again...to think of it...these probs wont exist if my aunt....never mind....haiz...Aniway, thx a lot Nal n Lisa...I think I've make my decision but having doubts bout it though....I dunno....I think they HATE me after that...hahahha...

I'm feeling sick at the end of class...coz I've not eaten frm morning...On the way home thought of buy some food at old chunky but all the food finished....haiz...so I went to 7 eleven and buy chocolate to fill my stomach....hehehhe....well, it didn't work....coz I felt like vomiting after that....hahk...ouh man~~ Luckily I never...muahahha...I reach home, I ate spagatti with mozzarella cheese on top...mmmm~ nice....my favourite...!!! I ate 2 bowl....dying of hunger already....hehehhe....

LOVE

2005-05-19T23:55:00.000-07:00

LOVE is always patient and kind...
Its never jealous, boastful or conceited...
Never rude or selfish, never take offence...
Its not resentful...
LOVE take no pleasure in other people's sin

but delight in the true...
Its always ready to excuse to trust...to hope...

and to endure whatever come...

Is this sound familiar...? Well, yeah...I took from "A Walked to Remember" Hehehh...I like it...:D I've got the full version already...heheh..thx to ainal again...actually i got half of it...

....waTda....??!

2005-05-16T02:00:00.000-07:00

What da hell...happen to my post...!!! haiya...siau ting tiong... hahhaha....

Aniway, what a boring day today..n quite a hot and humid weather...muahahha...i also dunno what to post either...hahahah...

Hmmm.....haiz...heck ar...hahhahaha...crazy...;b

"Home"

2005-05-15T21:25:00.000-07:00

Another summer day

Is come and gone away

In Paris and Rome

But I wanna go home

Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by

A million people I

Still feel all alone

I just wanna go home

Oh I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you

Each one a line or two

"I'm fine baby, how are you?"

Well I would send them but I know that it's just not enough

My words were cold and flat

And you deserve more than that

Another aerorplane

Another sunny place

I'm lucky I know

But I wanna go home

Mmmm, I've got to go home

Let me go home

I'm just too far from where you are

I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else's life

It's like I just stepped outside

When everything was going right

And I know just why you could not

Come along with me

But this was not your dream

But you always believe in me

Another winter day has come

And gone away

And even Paris and Rome

And I wanna go home

Let me go home

And I'm surrounded by

A million people I

Still feel alone

Oh, let go home

Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home

I've had my run

Baby, I'm done

I gotta go home

Let me go home

It will all right

I'll be home tonight

I'm coming back home

The song is sooo touching man..!! hahahha...i cant stop litsening to it...by Michael Buble....heheheh....very the feeling....hahhaha...

..........~

2005-05-14T19:30:00.000-07:00

Haiz...so damn bored today...!!! why huh..?? what a day...so many things on my mind but i dunno what to do with it....i dun wanna to live in singapore....its sooo stressful....i wanna live where there's less stressful n dun have to think bout anithing...i know where...??! HEAVEN...:D Thats the bez place of all....!!! Like DUH...!! but not all humans can go there.... I think thats include me too...haiz....i dunno...My life is tooo complicated....haiya...why its has to be like that...??? dunno what to do with it animore....im sick of my life....hmmm....i cant think no more bout it...

I wanna be free as a bird...fly aniwhere...everywhere....anitime...they want too....but....HECK ar~...!!

.......UnTitLeD......

2005-05-14T19:15:00.000-07:00

Haiz...what a boring day...nothing to do at home....haiz... These few days i felt no mood at all....anithing to do...i dunno...well, im revising my school werk...hehehe...

Today my cuzzinz and aunt came...long time hvnt seen them...n my fav.cuzzin here...weee...he taller than me sia...what do you expect guyz...hahhaah....but some guyz are short....muahaha...well, they follow their genes....

Yesterday, zana n me...haunt for a jobs....actually kinda lazy to go out...but we've made plans and 2 of our fwens back out at the very last minutes...so, i've to accompany zana....its very hot yesterday....heheheh...

we went to a fews places....zana got her job...me..still searching... hehehe...very picky bout every things...that include guyz too...haha...

WeeeEE...HeeEEee...

2005-05-10T02:15:00.000-07:00

Heheheh....Well, today I had class...It went quite good but got blurr in the middle of lecture....hahahah...Anyways, that always happen all the time...

Im, kinda in a happy mood when I went to my class today...hehehhe...I saw 'him' the cute guy...!! Coz last week I didn't saw him...He has a name u know....hahahhah...I saw Edwin...That's his name....hehehhe...I cant stop smiling by myself actually...Well, Im smiling now....hehhehehe....:b

Okei back to the story, on the way to the class....He was at the lift and was on the phone...He saw me, smiled and wave at me...!!! And I do like wise....What do you expect....*eyes rolling* hahahhaha.....And when Im in the lift I cant stopped smiling and excited at the same time and I was like hopping or jumping...I dunno what that called..hahhahah...Crazy rite...Its onli him...What if, he already has a girlfriend or married....?? Heck ar...Who cares....hahahhah....

Im sooo happy...He knows me...Of coz lar...Im a student there, he works there...Like DUH...!!! If we could talk, even better...*dreaming into space...* Okei now, snap out of it...!! Im talking to myself....ouh man...Im crazy...hahahha... I think I better stop now....

The class was fucking cold...!!! I was trembling all over and my fingers was all numb...Cant hardly write my notes and feel the pen...haiz...I've already wore a sweater, u know...But it still fucking damn cold...!! And its hard to concentrate too..I juz realized that, Im seating under the air-con...muahahhaah..... After the class end, I still had my sweater on till I reached home..cuz I can still feel the coldness....Yeah..from one air-con to another air-con....But the weather is not cold actually, its normal..Im the one who's not normal...hahahha...Need somebody to hug me..!!! anione...??!!! hahahha....I better sleep now, im tired...*yawn*....Nite everybody....*wink*

iM tiReD...1sT leSsoN...

2005-05-04T01:15:00.000-07:00

I'm tired just came back from my class...It was okei actually....well, theres 7 people in the classroom...I met a new friend, her name Fiona..shes 18...Only the both of us below 20...the others are above 25, I guess....hehehehe....

Before the class starts...theres a briefing regarding the systems, rules and ragulations of the school...Assistant Manager Patrick Fernandes gave the talked on behalf of the principal...coz he said, the principal wont be around at all....weird hah...?? Anyway while Patrick gave the talked, theres a cute guy...in the classroom...hes working there as a clerk or something, i forgot....ouh man...i forgot his name too...never mind, i'm going to see him around anyway....hehhehehe....He looks abit like Feroz but he's chinese....:D

Well, i starts my class at 7.30pm just for today....the lesson quite understandable by me...hehehhe...the lecturer was cool...he teached slow and steady...he also provide us notes...i like it...muahhahah....there a break for 15 mins but i only go for toilet break....hahhaha...still not use around wif the area...

And u know what...??!! Patrick told us, theres a camera in every classrooms...!!! cool hah...theres a purpose behind it....muahhahhah...Its actually for the teachers....so he can see wheather the teachers conduct the class properly and they cant any how end the lesson early...(ouh man...i was looking forward to that...kekekeke)...How strick is that...?? It connect to his house...I've got my 1st homework...excited about it...but kinda lazy to do it...hahahhaha...

Overall the class quite okei actually....n cold...imm frrreeeezzzing, need to bring sweater next time....I'm looking forward to see the cute guy again...cant wait...hehehehhe...;D

Ms FaJaR wEddiNg...

2005-05-03T20:20:00.000-07:00

Well, 1st may...I went to miss fajar wedding...Quite boring...Tired...haiz...actually i dont like to go to wedding ceremony...Anyway got to meet my friends, long time haven't seen them and some of the teachers.....muahahaah.... And u know wat..??!! I got blister on my feet....!!! Watda..!! Stupid shoe...!!! muahahahha... Ouh ya...I forgot to take pix with the bride...heheheh...

on da way home...

Yeah..!!! I've passed..!!!

2005-04-29T15:35:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i had my driving test that is TP(traffic police)...guess wat..?!! i passed..!!! i cant believe that i passed...thought i failed man...coz my test finished so fast...and the tester spots so many mistaked...haiz...felt liked crying, while he go through the things that i shouldn't done and give some advised...hehhee...i think he saw that i was going to cry and my pathetic pity face...he passed me...hahahah....anyway its my 3rd time though...i think he gave me chance...:D

Im happy...!! happy..!!! now i can driving...yeah..!! coooolll..!!! so damn happy...but i still dont have a lisence...haiz...need to pay 50 bucks...muahahaha....

Anyway..i've passed...!!! who cares...it take me 3 times to pass that stupid TP...muahahahah...

And you know who i met..???!!! suria mediacorp artist..!! Rozzalina...!!! well, she too had her TP yesterday same as me...muahahah...but she took auto car...shes quite nice, cute and soft spoken in real life...i only dont like her acting though...anyway, we talked and she treat me a drink...hehehhe...shes lent me her hp too...cool hah...coz i want to called my mum...hehehhe...overall shes nice only her acting suck..!! muahahah...im bad...anyway nice meeting her...

tee hee...

~aChiNg~

2005-04-27T01:30:00.000-07:00

Today i went out with lisa...and we played pool..!! cool..!! she teached me how to play...quite a lesson...well, lisa told me im quite good for a beginner though...she's good too...i need to play more often to become pro...muahahahah.....

Zilah joined us half way after her work...but she came after we finished playing pool...what a waste...anyway we hangout at the arcade for awhile...i dont know what happened to zilah today...coz she gone crazy..do some funny and silly things...but refused to take pix...*sigh*

but..but...lisa got it on camera i mean video...muahahhaha...>_<

On the way to Far East Plaza we met Sharifa Nor Asmara with her guy...well, she was like 'hi, hi' 'bye, bye' then we said 'hi, hi' 'bye, bye' too...what in the world was that...?? anyway her guy was stuck in between, like kena squash...muahahah...he quite blur actually...hahahha...

We should hangout more often...well, my whole body aching and my head pounding like hell...but it worth it though...hahhahaah....

....YuM..YuM....

2005-04-26T02:08:00.000-07:00

Well, kinda bored at home so ainal brought me out...hehehe....we had fun and took some pix of coz ....went to esplanade again, had our lunch at haagen denz...cool...!! and accompany her to funan it mall...she want to survey the price of mp3....

in da bus

mouth watering....brownies..yum..yum..!!

n mine...choco fudge cake...yummy...yummy...!!!

wah!! nice..delicious...!! muahahah...wan some..??

after that...at esplanade..

quite a hot day...

watcha u doin gurl..??

coNfuSeD..

2005-04-24T12:30:00.000-07:00

Haiz...kinda confused with my life all this thing make me having migraine and come out pimples on my forehead...why they make my life sooo difficult and miserable....haiz...

No one can understand who i am...Why...Why...They have to give me, all this burden now...I still want to enjoy my youth life...To me now is not the time for that 'thing'...Feel like im trap in this game that they're playing...No choice...I want to quit it...But I cant...I hate choosing between this and the other...I don't like to see everybody hurt, mad and think otherwise about me...Hate it...Hate it....

This is my life and I need to make my own decision....But my decision will not satisfied the others....and i dont like making desicion too...haiz...what am i going to do....kill myself..?? i wish i dont exist in this world in the first place, need to make decision and choices ...Well, GOD is testing me, with HIS tiny winy challenges and i cant take it anymore....HELP...!! why cant it be the way it is...??? oh man...why everybody have to control my life...??? they think they can make my life happy...??? WHY IT GOT TO BE ME..!!!! WHY TELL ME WHY...???

I really dont know what to do now, really...i cant think straight anymore...

Untitled

2005-04-23T02:30:00.000-07:00

I open my eyes
I try to see but Im blinded by the white light
I cant remember how
I cant remember why
Im lying here tonight

And I cant stand the pain
And I cant make it go away
No I cant stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Ive got no where to run
The night goes on
As Im fading away
Im sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybodys screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
Im slipping off the edge
Im hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I cant explain what happened
And I cant erase the things that Ive done
No I cant

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Ive got no where to run
The night goes on
As Im fading away
Im sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I've made my mistakes
Ive got no where to run
The night goes on
As Im fading away
Im sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

...............

2005-04-22T15:15:00.000-07:00

Just came back....tired and hungry though...Well nothing much happen today...quite a boring day...haiya...my 2 little brat sisters they had a sport day today...so i went chua chu kang stadium with my dad, its really really hot sunny day....hahahha...have to wake up early...not enough sleep yesterday...-_- yawn...

Anyway nurul lost 200metre race...hahahah...poor her...nasty me...kekkeke...but she got gold in game events...nabilah got 2nd place in shuttle relay....and gold in the game events too...atleast both of them brought home something...:D see where they get their talent from...ahem..ahem...muahahaha....

FiNaLLy wE meT...!!!!

2005-04-19T00:05:00.000-07:00

Its been weeks man...!!! finally we met hahhaha.....i really really really had a great awsome fantastic wonderful amazing fabulous time together...actually i cant describe it....hahahha...well u guyz should know we had really good time on saturday...!!! like we never meet for yearsss....hahahha..

Remember the way lisa said that 'F' thingy at long john silver while eating our lunch...until zilah cried of laughter...muahahha...cant take it man..!!! Then zilah had TWO stocker actually at esplanade....hahahah... thats really freaky dudez...we tried to shake them up...they still keep following but finally we lose them...really freaky scary man..!!! muahahahha.....Anyway we had fun and memorable day EVER and we took lots and lots and lots of pix...!!! We should do it AGAIN...!!! Gonna MISS u guyz again...muahahahha....

Here's are some of da pix:

tHe caLLeD

2005-04-16T02:20:00.000-07:00

The called made me stress...I cant really take it anymore....Why..?? Why..?? They have to make me rush...I just want things, to go with the flow...Don't want to be force too...haiz....PLEASE stop bugging me...Hate it!!!..I really cant take it man...!!!! Feel like crying again while thinking about it...Heck man all this people...I'm sick and tired...I need PEACE...!!! I need to clear my mind tomorrow...Fuck man...argh..!!!

Sorry you guyz..about the language...can't take it already...:D I hope tomorrow we have fun...can't wait...!!!

FeeLiNg DoWn...

2005-04-13T23:04:00.000-07:00

Today, I woke up feeling really, really down....I don't know why...I ate a slice of bread, switch on the TV and I listened to my CD that I burn yesterday....a few minute later I feeling okei....then after listen to a few songs....I broke down and cry...While listening to 'live twice' by Darius...I don't know why suddenly I cried....hehehhe....But the song didn't mean anything to me...

I cried for few seconds....then I felt better...But I feel like want to cry again, but I cant...Quite funny...hahahha...Its silly u know...Anyway what the heck....

sTresS uP...!!!! aRgH..!!!

2005-04-12T17:30:00.000-07:00

Haiz...im stress with my life now...!!! don't know what to do...its hard for me to express it...i dont know...i just cant...i just dont like people to know that im stress, feeling down or whatever....haiz...thats why, they only saw me smiling, joke around and do something funny...only the people who know me really, really well knows what happen...i think so..they can feel it i guess....i dont know....feel like cry but i cant too....i cant even talk bout my problem with anyone even my close friends(i can but i cant..!!!)....it wont come out from my mouth...argh..!!! what wrong with me...???!!! im so weird...feel like jump out my window..you guyz know that my window, theres no grill and its very big, right...?..but i wont do that, thats not how we solve our probs...haiz...my aunt just keep bugging bout something...i cant take it...she just dont know how i feel and going through....feel like killing myself...dont want to live in this world anymore...!!!

Now im listening to papa roach song 'scar'......keep listening over and over again...i like the lyrics and chorus...the 1st forth line...its kinda got to do with me, in the different way...

Tear my heart open

I sew myself shut

My weakness is

That i care too much

And my scars remind me

That the past is real

I tear my heart open

Just to feel

Drunk and im feeling down

And i just wanna be alone

Im pissed 'cause you came around

Why dont you just go home

'Cause you channeled all your pain

And i cant help you fix yourself

You're making me insane

All i can say is

I tear my heart open

I sew myself shut

My weakness is

That i care too much

And our scars remind us

That the past is real

I tear my heart open

Just to feel

I tried to help you once

Against my own advice

I saw you going down

But you never realized

That youre drowning in the water

So i offered you my hand

Compassion's in my nature

Tonight is our last stand

I tear my heart open

I sew myself shut

My weakness is

That i care too much

And our scars remind us

That the past is real

I tear my heart open

Just to feel

Im drunk and im feeling down

And i just wanna be alone

You shouldnt ever come around

Why dont you just go home

Cause youre drowning in the water

And i tried to grab your hand

I left my heart open

But you didnt understand

You fix yourself!

I cant help you fix yourself

But at least i can say i tried

Im sorry but i gotta move on with my own life

I cant help you fix yourself

But at least i can say i tried

Im sorry but i gotta move on with my own life

I tear my heart open

I sew myself shut

My weakness is

That i care too much

And our scars remind us

That the past is real

I tear my heart open

Just to feel

I tear my heart open

I sew myself shut

My weakness is

That i care too much

And our scars remind us

That the past is real

I tear my heart open

Just to feel

ConTinuE...

2005-04-12T15:34:00.000-07:00

Where did I stop....(thinking..)...okei..After my shower the phone rang and its my aunt again...haiya...We talked about half an hour while I watching hbo...then she asked me to pass the phone to my aunt...So I continue watching the TV...And few minutes later I felt hungry...I ate milo cereal without milk...After the show at hbo finished (I don't know what the title is but its about bikes)....There's no other nice show to watch...haiz...What a boring day...My cousins still haven't came back from Holland V...So I just keep changing channel to channel...then at last just watched channel 5 'Austin power' stupid show....After watching that stupid show...My cousins came back...They took their shower...then about 1am the lights off...Hehehhehe....All fell asleep...

The next day we woke up late....No I mean me and Nadia accept for amal, at 8.30 she's up already...So at 11.30am we all wide awake, took our shower...At 12 plus took our branch...Today me and amal are going back, so after eating we pack our bags....Nadia have her driving lesson at 3pm...We came out with her, before going back we when to Holland V. Cause nad want to show amal some nice earring...He.....We came out of Holland V. At 2pm and nad's kinda late....So we took bus to commonwealth mrt...While crossing the road to the busstop....Bus 970 arrived...So we ran like crazy people....hahhah....Luckily the bus driver waited for us...If not paisey lehz...hehhehe....then at commonwealth mrt amal took the east side...me and nad took the west side...Its a hot and humid day...And very sleepy too...I reached my house about 3 plus...Everybody at home...That's all focks....Nothing much...Quite boring....hehhehe...

I'm back..!!

2005-04-10T21:00:00.000-07:00

Well, im back at my house....i missed my pc..!!! hehehe....i've been sleeping at my cousin's house for 4 days 3 nights...just for fun..she's having her poly holiday, long time neVer see her....anyway her room got no internet, its in her bro's room...so kinda missed the net though..hehehe...

We didn't do anything much there...cause on friday she had her 1st driving lesson...so i accompany her to gombak...then while she had her lesson...i hang out at westmall library..nowhere else to go...hahhaha...and i was alone...i thought of going to ainal or mas's house but they're not around...haiz...i called ainal's home no answer..then i called mas's, she havent come back from school...the worst thing is that i used the public phone(i've got no phone by the way, at the moment)...and all my coins finished by calling humans...its true no kidding...cause i called a few people too...well, my last resort was the library...so i when and luckily i brought my book along....(sad..sad..)...Anyway i sat at the library about 1 an half hour...reading...and..waiting...At around 6, i went back to gombak to meet my cousin...i've waited...and...waited...still reading my book...very sian...i waited at the gombak mrt...sat infront of the dental clinic, near the entrance...and at that time theres lots of humanzz...cause some come back from school and work...and some were staring at me....(argh...hate it..) like never look at people before...haiya...i met few people that i know...rabbany and atiq (from ppis)...rabbany was on the way to saff centre, forever....hahahah...

Finally, half an hour later my cousin appeared from somewhere..hahaha...we when home straight...damn tired.... reached home, i took a shower and we ate laksa(my favourite...weee..) for dinner....my aunt bought at bugis...hehehe.....after that around 10 plus..our aunt from australia called, we chat quite long, take turns...but mostly all the way we were laughing....only me and my cousin know what the hell we were talkin about...hehehe...(it's a secret...)..;D after talking on the phone for so long, we watched mtv and hbo....and slept at 2 am plus...as usual...

Tomorrow (saturday), we actually have to wake up at 8 but instead we woke up at 9 we over slept....hahaha...cause we have to accompany my aunt to do her facial and hair at far east shopping centre...haiz....u know what...??... instead of my aunt doing her facial...she asked me to take her place....Aarrgghhh...!!! she said i have so many pimple on my forehead...heheheh....thats why..!at first it was okei, the lady clean my face then she said its going to hurt abit.... in my mind i was like 'okei...just abit, no harm...i can take it' but then..!! she press my pimple on the forehead...omigawd..!!!! its...f**** PAIN....!!! im cursing and swearing in silence...it's pain...like hell...only god knows how i felt....my tears rolled down my cheek....i didn't screamed or anything...i just keep still...but inside im hurting n bleeding....i felt like punching the lady but i cant....heheheh....then after that torturing...she put mask on my face and waited for 15 minutes...then after she clear the mask, she applied some cream to the pimple so that it won't be swollen...and now my forehead became worst....haiyoo....!!
then after that, we when to my cousin's aunt house for lunch...but the food wasn't ready yet....its a boring day though...we went there doing nothing.......so me and my cousins listen to music at her laptop....waited for few hours befor the lunch's ready....after eating....we when to the playground, sat on the swing talked about our future, what had happen to our life, boys...and others....hahahha...till evening...bored...bored....we when up to the house, went to one of the room and laid on the bed continue with the chat while listening to music....then at 8 we went off cause at 8.30 there's ashlee simpson show....hehehe...we took a cab home and reached on time....after the show my cousins want to go to holland v., i told them im too tired and lazy to put back on my tudung...so i stay home watched hbo and took a shower after that...i had a called from my aunt in australia again while im in the shower...haiz.... to be continue..............................

CoLLidE..

2005-04-07T17:00:00.000-07:00

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a frist impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to ryhme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide

Well, i've got nothing to do....this song quite nice though...by Howie day..

Bad daY...

2005-04-06T23:50:00.000-07:00

Hahaha....i've not update like a week already...i think...sorry....got something wrong with the net....
Well, my life still the same, no interesting story to tell though....hehhehe....but finally i have my net back...feel like dying without it...hahaha...oh..yeah i forgot...yesterday was my driving test (tp) guess what i FAILED again for the 2nd time....haiz...i feel like shit man after that....after the tester told me i failed...my heart pain sia...i cursed all the way out till i met my instructor...(but nobody hear me cursing...hehehe...) :D actually i can pass though..it just a silly mistake that i did...this time my back tyre hit the curb...i turn the car to early...argh..!!!! feel like cursing again...argh!!! after that i called my mum, shes liked angry...hehehe...and my instructor kinda stress he scared that my dad scold him...hehehe...its all my fault hehheh...then he dropped me at eunos mrt....

No mood to go home, so i called zilah...we meet up at town...she finished work around 7 evening....so i was all by myself walking the whole wisma, hungry...frustrated...exhuasted...sleepy...terrible...
feel liked crying but i cant...(thats me)...i thought of cancelling of with zilah....when i called her, shes on the way and told me to meet her at somerset...so i walked out of wisma and taka...(its freezing cold inside...) and outside its wet...luckily the rain stop cause lazy to open my umbrella...hehehe...after i met her, she told me she want to buy watch so i follow her.... she knew i was hungry...my face are liked shit and was in the bad mood...hahaha...after she told me about her day at work im okei already...hehehe...i also bought a watch..after that we went of home...kinda tired...but we went to BPP(bukit panjang plaza) cause zilah want to buy slipper...haiyo that gurl ar...

Then went i reached home...i gave my parents my result, actually they knew already...i got lecture from my dad for awhile..haiz...while i watching my favourite show csi...hehehe...overall im okei now...hehehe...but still angry at myself though...well, my next tp will be next 2 months i guess....hope i pass this time...

Well, tomorrow i'll be staying at my cousin house 3 days 2 nites...hehehe...it'll be fun...sleep late...night snack...and lots more..hahahah.....gurls night out...*wink*...

nEEd soMe cHeeRin' uP heRe....

2005-03-29T03:13:00.000-08:00

Sorry guyz...no time to update....hahahah...well, kinda lazy to update mahz....hahaha...well, i went out with zilah again...she asked me to accompany her to buy 'tudung' at bugis....bla..bla...bla...and theres some more....kinda lazy to write...hahaha....no mood sia...hahahah....somebody pleaze cheer me up....!!!...hahahha.....

ARGH....!!!!

2005-03-25T16:30:00.000-08:00

Well, I was editing my template blog.....then when i want to view my blog...Guess what...??!! I didn't hear any song...And at my blog page blank...!!! then I can't even click on the tag, link and stuff icon...!!! I was damn panic....!!!!!! ARGH...!!!!! I called ainal...And told her...She check my blog...And she laughing and ask what had I done....I told her that I only just editing the lyrics....I didn't do anything else....She said later she check what was wrong with it....then I asked her what did I do...She said that maybe I erase or don't know what I do with the html....hahhaha....then she thought what lar happen...hehehehe....But I thought I didn't do anything wrong sia...Or maybe I accidentally erase the html...hahahah....blur me....hahahah...then panic...

Missed....hahaah....

2005-03-25T02:30:00.000-08:00

Today I've driving lesson at 12pm and guess what...?? I'm late...All because of the top up machine....haiz...I miss 2 or 1 lrt you know....then when i reached chua chu kang I miss the train...ARGH!!! (what the heck)....Have to wait for 7 mins!!!! If I didn't miss the train atleast reach on time...haiz...Luckily my instructor is cool..hahhaha...Cause I most of the time late...hahahahah...So he kinda knew me....hhheheheheh...then after driving I went and meet zilah at her working place...Very hungry, tired and sleepy lehz...the night before I can't sleep 'I keep rolling...rolling...rolling...' (wah, like limp bizkit song...hahhah) on the bed....On the way there, I talked with fit on the phone....then after I reached her working place we had our lunch...That's around 3pm...ish....So long...And starving...hahahah....

While waiting for her to finish work...I on the phone with my cousin..!!! Nadia..We talk for like 2 hours plus....About...ehem..ehem...;) until my battery flat...hahahah....But it worth it...hehhehe....then after zilah finish working thought of going to pasar malam again and buy that watch...While waiting for the bus to come...zilah change her mind...Instead of going to pasar malam we go to greenridge to buy my CD....then when in the bus we kinda tired and we sleep....so you guys guess what happen...?? Yeah!!! Too damn tired and we missed our stop....!!! hahahah...Well I'm the want to wake up first...then when I woke up..I was like...Where the hell are we...!!!! I pronto wake zilah up...She still in daze...hahhaha...After a few minutes then she realized that we're at chua chu kang...hahahah....So blur...(shaking head) so we alight at chua chu kang interchange....After the 'napped' we kinda crazy...hahahah...Talking nonsense....One of this student wearing a p.e attire I guess...At the back of his shirt wrote 'psi investigator' I don't what's that stand for....I was like,'eh, it should be csi (crime scene investigator)...' guess what zilah say...??? she said,"nolah this one short form of 'pangsai(shit) investigator'...." then we're laugh like hell...Luckily the guy didn't hear...hahahah....!!!! If me and zilah meet, all the nonsense will come out from us...hahhaha....We when lot 1 for awhile and had our dinner at kfc....

Then on the way to the lrt...zilah walked and ever look in front almost hit the pole in front her...hahhaha..then she laughed like crazy and hit me...hahhaha...then we enter the entrance to the lrt (still laughing) we saw Ridhuan Basoh (i think i spell his name correctly)...he was in the lift and waiting for us to enter...we're so paisey sia....!!! cause i thought of taking the next one....but he kinda wait for us so we enter...hahahaha...in the lift like sooo damn quiet...hahhaha....then in the lrt we meet another of our schoolmate...sulaiman (rasyidah's bro)....you what?? he has a tattoo on his arm...yeah....then when he look at me he kinda know me...hahhaha...zilah said he don't know her....hahahha...and he alight with me...at segar...what a coinsidence.......but we never say 'hi' to each other though...hehheh...

Pasar Malam...

2005-03-24T01:28:00.000-08:00

This evening I meet azilah and we when to pasar malam....actually I kinda lazy..But it's ok cause long time haven't see her...hehehe....(as if like how long....Didn't meet her...) We walked along..As usual very crowded and sticky hot....We long at the usual things that sold at pasar malam.....we stop at watch stall and saw a quite nice watch so we feel like buying but not enough money...(what the heck)...So we moved on and keep walking....We walk and walk...There's nothing much to see though all quite the same....While walking me and zilah thinking of buying that watch...So we said we come again tomorrow...And buy it...
After went to pasar malam we walked to greenridge cause I want to buy greenday CD for my dad...then when we reached there, the CD sold out...haiz....While waiting my parents to fetch me...me and zilah sat at a place and talked...We talked about censored things...hahhahah...*beep *beep...you want know what we talked about...??? heheeh....About vagina..hahhaha...She ask me whether urine come out at the same place as the baby...hahhaha......We talked about it and laughed like hell sia..!!!! Can't stop laughing....hahahha...When we stop talking about it...then start back again....!!!! CRAZY...But educational...hahhahah.....We talked about other things too...ish not only that....hahhaha...then a few hours later my parent fetch us and sent zilah home...hahhahah....

Something happen....

2005-03-23T02:40:00.000-08:00

You know what...This evening in the kitchen there's a fire .....I was frying fish...I leave them for a while...Cause I want to vacuum the house ...Then I asked my sis to go check the fish....She said, "fire..fire.." But she didn't panic..So I also not panic...hehhehehe....She put the fire out...And I help her clean up...Then I continue vacuuming...hahahah....Still can laugh....Before the fire starts, there's another accident kinda...I was heating up sambal chicken I leave it for a few minutes...And when to my room while I was in my room I smell something burning...I pronto ran to the kicthen and I saw the sambal turn black already...haiz...It my fault I turned the fire to high....heheheh....luckily it yesterday's....

Musical...

2005-03-22T02:00:00.000-08:00

Well, just came back from my 2 little sisters musical at Victoria Theater.... DAMN hungry..!!! From morning I haven't...Actually I ate abit of maggi can't finish...No mood though...hehehe...

I was late...Cause the musical starts at 7.30pm...so my mum asked my sister and me to take a bus 190 and drop at Funan IT Mall and walked from there...(I don't know how to go by that way...I only know from Raffles MRT....)Then in the bus my mum called me liked 3 - 4 times...It's kinda irritating you know... Then she would asked and said," where are you now?"..."Don't forget to drop at funan and walk toward the 'padang' and all the way straight to Victoria theater....bla..bla..bla...." Then when I alight at funan busstop I called my mum again to make sure I walk at the right direction...Cause it's 20 minutes to 7.30pm...i don't want to be late and to be sit outside...hahaha...Then guess what...!? My sis and me walked wrong direction...haiz..I was blur and 'kang Chong'..So we just walked only...hahha...Luckily I kinda know where I am...My sis keep asking, "is it the right way..?" and I was liked "never mind just walk...It's somewhere over there..." So we walked very fast...Don't want to be late though...You know me if im late I walked like speedo..Then I saw the parliament place..Its quite near already..I looked at my watch its 7.20pm...and I was like ARGH!!!...We going to be late..!!! While we were walking my dad called and asked where were we...So my sis told him that we at the parliament place and walking towards the bridge...Then he said," where you guys going...You know where the statue of Sir Stanford Raffles...??" Then I told my sis to turn back...I know where the hell is it already...But still kinda lost...Then we walked and walked till we found the statue of Sir Stanford Raffles...I said 'we getting near..' Then you guys know what...!!?? I reached there they haven't started yet...!!! I find my parents and waited for the musical to start...

The musical started at around 8...haiz...The title is 'Once apon a journey...' at first its quite boring and long...Then when the prince come out...I was like happy...heheheh...The prince quite handsome though it's look like Yusry KRU....From far...hehehe....His English foooyoo...Perfect...!!! His acting also good....Man...!!! I like fall for him already...hehehe... But he's primary 6...Boo hooo...There's also a mouse...It's very hilarious and the funnies...You know what..my mum is very noisy in there...hahhaha...she laugh and talk very loud...Me and my sis kinda paisey....hahahha....she the want who laugh first....haiz...we waited very long for my sis scene to play...my sis Nabilah she's the dancer and Nurul is the queen tribe's...Nurul her acting quite good too....well...Overall the musical I give 2 thumbs up..!!!
Then we when back by taxi cause my parents they never drove to work....after i reached home around 12am, my parents when out and took my sis at their school and i asked my mum to buy dinner....half an hour later they back with Mc Donalds...!! and i ate like hungry animal....hahahah...DAMN starved man...!!!

Heres the ticket...hahaha...

SiaN..

2005-03-21T01:35:00.000-08:00

Well, I'm back...!!!! Got nothing to do lehz....People start schooling tomorrow after 1 week holiday..I'm still at home lazing around...hahahha...Doing nothing....Listen to music forever...Can't sleep too...hahhaha...My sister also haven't sleep...Tomorrow she has to wake up early...hahahaha...I'm NOT...hakh....So happy...;D

Staring at the screen doing nothing, daydream about my future what's going to happen and bla blaa bla....Eh I finish my email..And I've sent it..Happy..Can't wait for him to reply.... hahahahh....siow me...My eyes getting sleepy...YAWN...I'm very hot..And hungry...Forever hungry...haiz...wah liao! listen to 'my immortal' getting even more sleepier....so SLOW the song...YAWN...I think I better go and sleep...Nite..!!!! Viruz outzz....

FiNaLLy...

2005-03-20T18:55:00.000-08:00

Finally I've a blog.....Heheheheh....Well, I don't know what to write actually...but I can't hear any song at my blog...WAT DA!?! This few days I kinda tired and sleepy though...Cannot take it man..!! Ha! Lisa you always keep asking me when I want to make my blog... NAH! I made already...Thanks Ainal...;D
Quite bored today...bla..blaa...bla...I've still haven't reply my email to Johan...haiz... Actually I'm half way done...hahahah...Just need to send...Well, I better finish it up and send it....outzz..

frozen viruz

exams coming..Argh!!

Fix You

Don't Love You No More (I'm Sorry)

Ramadhan mth

The Myth

Everything I Do (I Do For U)

Regret iT!!!

I MISS U

tiRed...

wat a week...haiz..

Don't cHa

Hair dYe....

Wake me up when September ends

feeling weak

Fall to Pieces

Probability

^_^

NDP

eaT tiLL wE dRop

E398

Miss FIMB

*BOO HOO*

-sicK N tiRed-

DaYs pasT bY

Someday (I Will Understand)

$$$$$$$$$$$

Gonna miss Edwin arnd.....

GosH!!

down

Can two people fall in love deliberately?

sob...sob.... :(

Bloated~

LiVe8

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wenT ouT

oVerduE

hmmm....

-tHeSe few daYz-

grEaT niTe

tHanX...

waT a Day....hahahk....

~UnLucKy bEE~

"Girl"

~TheSe FeW daYs~

UNTITLED

*SIGH*

LOVE

....waTda....??!

"Home"

..........~

.......UnTitLeD......

WeeeEE...HeeEEee...

iM tiReD...1sT leSsoN...

Ms FaJaR wEddiNg...

Yeah..!!! I've passed..!!!

~aChiNg~

....YuM..YuM....

coNfuSeD..

Untitled

...............

FiNaLLy wE meT...!!!!

tHe caLLeD

FeeLiNg DoWn...

sTresS uP...!!!! aRgH..!!!

ConTinuE...

I'm back..!!

CoLLidE..

Bad daY...

nEEd soMe cHeeRin' uP heRe....

ARGH....!!!!

Missed....hahaah....

Pasar Malam...

Something happen....

Musical...

SiaN..

FiNaLLy...

BOO HOO

SIGH